my sad song ever

SILVERCHAIR - MISS U LOVE

Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I’m not too sure
How I’m supposed to feel
Or what I’m supposed to say

But I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
’cause I’m coming in
With what I wanna say but
It’s gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...

I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I’m supposed to love you back

It’s just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

Remember two days
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I’m supposed to love you back

p/s me ..always play this song with guitar ...remind me to her ...but i hope she will come back to me ..like the day we're together ...

theme song for my day... today

She
She screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you

She
She's figured out
All her doubts were someone else's point of view
Waking up this time
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you
Ehhhhhhaaoo

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you

by Green Day

The song that makes me calm ..

Slipknot - Vermillion

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia, bathed in posession
She is someone to me

I get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what got my attention
vixen crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist throught my name, to self-oblige
She is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)

download the song here : http://rapidshare.de/files/5853960/01-slipknot-vermillion-LosEnviados.Net.mp3.html

good song for those whom dont wanna remembered his/her old flame ..ahaks

New Car next year ?

hurmm...actually i adore Skyline more than other car i seen before ..

But after i take all the possibilities and suggestions from my friend, i decided to buy Subaru Impreza Ver. 7 next year.

i will spend 20K downpayment for this car..and for your information, this is my first car ever to drive.!

perhaps it is a good choice for me anyway ...

Another day in my place - HP

huh ...perhaps ..i will go for HP certification (HP-UX CSA) in order to make sure that i will get what i want for next 5 years ....sharing books with my colleagues ...huh

i discover too many information about HP-UX certification in this forum site

http://www.rangkaian.net/v4/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=15&Itemid=2

New day at HP

perhh....long time i didn't update my blog ...actually ..i'm busy for new task at my office at HP Tower...

i started my career at HP ,11th July 2005 ago. i learned a lot of new things and new stuff here.and also i

i impressed with HP ..inside and outside ...because this is my first i worked at this established multinational company (MNC) like HP ...and i proud to be here.

insya Allah ,i will update my blog again.perhaps tomorrow ;-)

hurmmm...damn ......i abandoned this blog too long ...time by time ... i will update it ....

too many work i have to do since move on to KL ....August '04 ...

after this ...i will be writing more about my current work here ...and my research ...

perhaps i'm going for certification ...i can't demand /earn more salary by using my diploma ...damn damn

perhhh....14 days without making any blogs...feels like shit ...

in this 14 days ..too many task i have to do ...

- configuring network using Windows 2000 Server and Windows 2000 Professional
- installing, maintaining network server
- detect for virus/virii in computer network
- experimenting wireless broadband in LAN Office
-

i'm so bored today ...i have to read a lil ' bit of Cisco network manual ...in order to release my boring ....

what a beautiful day ...after a long holiday ...i'm start to work again ....3 days of holiday ...make me sick ....

i guess ... i feel alone at home ....though i'm watching ASTRO ...luckily ...i got new idea for my work ...i want to install firewall ...but i saved the package at my friend's account ...so ...i have to wait for the passphrase of the account ...


today ...i have to configure back my task properly ....handling a new is new kind of challenge for me ...in the end ...i will get my huge wages ..ahaks ...

hope "she" fine after long break with me ....i have to admit that anything can happen ...the change of instinct...being with another guy is so easy for her...she lie to me ...i can't do anything for that ...fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think only Roe know and understand what i'm living thru right now ...

computer client having problem with it's windows 98 common games ....so ...i installed fresh games for him .... :D...simple work for me

p/s thank to Him ...only He knows why ...

happy birthday to myself ..:D

today ...i'm just do my current job here....chat with roe ...friend of mine .... hehhee...talking a lot about ourselves ...:P

i have to figure out my own network mapping ..in this office ..

tomorrow is holiday ....until next monday ....

p/s thank God ...He still want me to live again

right now ...i still having problem in configuring wireless network ....at office...

feels like a lil' bit of tired ...but i have enough energy to carry on the task

today ...i go to KL ...for searching a new job ...at Mutiara Bangsar, i have to use my colleagues' help ..in order to go to the place...

so ...i went there ,register at the office called Millennium Consultant...,doing assessment ,having short interview with the officer (a girl )...the officer so serious therefore ...i have to be serious too ...

i get ready to go home at 1545...and i have to go to my mom' place ...

i reach home at 2115 ...

p/s what an exhausted day ...

today ...i've got a new solution ....

solution : i have to get a CD containing PowerDVD 4 from LG CDROM box set (prebundled)

:D...dirty trick ---> but i have a reason to do so ....

i have unplug all the cables away ...and try to figure out the problem ...but i still can't find the solution ....all the cards are OK ...i think ..it is MOBO problem ...i'm sure !!

in the evening ...another customer want me to install PowerDVD in his computer ...and i make him confident that he will get
his computer by 6 o'clock ...

solution : i installed PowerDVD 5 in his computer ...but it can't function properly ...because it doesn't support the mobo ..

so ..i try to download PowerDVD 4 from internet ...but it has password on the ZIP file that containing that package ...

i have to figure out how to crack the file ..time is running out ...

at 6 o'clock, the customer come to the office and want his computer back ....i try to talk to him that his computer doesn't work properly...i try not make him dissappointed ....i convince him that his computer will be OK tomorrow ...and he agreed

p/s what a fucking day

customer's computer had a problem ...unfortunately..i can't fix it ...,he wants to install sound card but he had screwed the CPU...i can't figure out ..monitor didn't show the view

spec
Intel Pentium 133 (if i'm not mistaken)
RAM 64 Mb
HDD 1 Gig (Seagate Quantum)

in my head ..the problem is MoBo ...because the display is in good condition...

p/s why huh?!!