sitting waiting wishing for her

i heard this song when i browser my mp3 folder, Radiohead album....make me feel calm since then

i thought Creep song , by Radiohead is the saddest..haha

check out the lyric ...hard to say ..hard to describe

p/s though this song performed by Pink Floyd ..but Radiohead are more better for this ...sentimental value for me ...

Radiohead - Wish You Were Here

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from hell
Blue skies from rain
Can you tell a green field
from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

Did they get you to trade
your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange
a walk-on part in the war
for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl
year after year
running over the same old ground
of how we found the same old fears
Wish you were here...

my sad song ever

SILVERCHAIR - MISS U LOVE

Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I’m not too sure
How I’m supposed to feel
Or what I’m supposed to say

But I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
’cause I’m coming in
With what I wanna say but
It’s gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...

I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I’m supposed to love you back

It’s just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
I’m not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

Remember two days
I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I’m supposed to love you back

p/s me ..always play this song with guitar ...remind me to her ...but i hope she will come back to me ..like the day we're together ...

theme song for my day... today

She
She screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you

She
She's figured out
All her doubts were someone else's point of view
Waking up this time
To smash the silence with the brick of self-control

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you
Ehhhhhhaaoo

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you
Are you feeling like a social tool without a use
Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you

by Green Day

The song that makes me calm ..

Slipknot - Vermillion

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia, bathed in posession
She is someone to me

I get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what got my attention
vixen crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist throught my name, to self-oblige
She is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)

download the song here : http://rapidshare.de/files/5853960/01-slipknot-vermillion-LosEnviados.Net.mp3.html

good song for those whom dont wanna remembered his/her old flame ..ahaks

New Car next year ?

hurmm...actually i adore Skyline more than other car i seen before ..

But after i take all the possibilities and suggestions from my friend, i decided to buy Subaru Impreza Ver. 7 next year.

i will spend 20K downpayment for this car..and for your information, this is my first car ever to drive.!

perhaps it is a good choice for me anyway ...

Another day in my place - HP

huh ...perhaps ..i will go for HP certification (HP-UX CSA) in order to make sure that i will get what i want for next 5 years ....sharing books with my colleagues ...huh

i discover too many information about HP-UX certification in this forum site

http://www.rangkaian.net/v4/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=15&Itemid=2

New day at HP

perhh....long time i didn't update my blog ...actually ..i'm busy for new task at my office at HP Tower...

i started my career at HP ,11th July 2005 ago. i learned a lot of new things and new stuff here.and also i

i impressed with HP ..inside and outside ...because this is my first i worked at this established multinational company (MNC) like HP ...and i proud to be here.

insya Allah ,i will update my blog again.perhaps tomorrow ;-)

hurmmm...damn ......i abandoned this blog too long ...time by time ... i will update it ....

too many work i have to do since move on to KL ....August '04 ...

after this ...i will be writing more about my current work here ...and my research ...

perhaps i'm going for certification ...i can't demand /earn more salary by using my diploma ...damn damn